Distance.

Being away from Dillon is so hard. It is so hard to show someone all the love in your heart for them when you are 3,000 miles away.

I am guilty.

I get upset over really small things so easily because I am upset with the situation. I really need to work on not pushing the people I love the most away from me when in reality I want them closer than ever.

Siiiigh.

I wish I was stronger.

Do you ever have that struggle within yourself when you want to be vulnerable, but for some reason you just can't seem to be 100% out there? I find myself in this situation often. 

Sometimes, I wish my husband was a mind reader so that I didn't have to explain all of my crazy actions and whatnot. For example: On some days, when I just need some extra loving... If he somehow knew it without me asking.... That'd be like a dream come true.

But he's not a mind reader, and I'm still crazy...

Sigh...

Oh, distance.. Can ya give me a break.

P.S. 

Dillon, 

our love is bigger than the distance inbetween us.

I love you with my entire being.

Xoxo